No. No. NO. Not again. How can she do this again? I need to help her but I don't know how. I need to find her sister but her sister isn't even home and even if she was, I don't have her phone number. I don't know if I can wait until tomorrow. HOW CAN SHE DOES THIS AGAIN? I thought she was getting better. She was getting medicine. She was going to therapy and she seemed happy and I got her help. And she's messing up again. I got her to stop cutting. I told her sister about the getting high. She told her mother. Her parents are both therapists. They should be able to help her!

I think she's drunk. Or atleast tipsy. She had two glasses of wine. I don't know if she's had more since she told me. She's small as hell so I'm sure that she must be drunk. I don't know what to do. I'll tell her sister tomorrow. This time she'll know it was me. I don't know how to help her any other way. I want to hold her but I'm scared to hurt her even more.

I don't know why she keeps doing this.