9.29.2008

LOVE

LOVE

I love being able to see my breath during winter. I love how snow feels in your hand. I love tennis. I love gym class and actually miss it, as much as I deny it. I love tech class because I get to do nothing despite my complaints. I love algebra because it makes me feel smart. I love sitting with Kai because he doesn't pressure me to talk or smile. I love being with my friends at lunch. I love ecology club. I love sitting with Olivia on the bus. I love my tree, Sinseah. I love Emily. I love Vanessa. I love when she looks me in the eye even though I look away so quickly.
I love the bus ride. I love having to wake up at 5:45 in the morning. I love how the early morning looks just before the sun comes up. I love being able to talk to the librarian. I love reading. I love the library. I love art class. I love Neil Gaiman and Amanda Palmer and Brian Froud. I love the owner of that cute little gnome shop in boston, in a friend sort of way. I love Boston. I love being able to travel with my grandmother. I love cape cod.
I love Brittany. I love Mike who talked to me on the bus today. I love that my parents don't abuse me. I love that I have so many people that care about me. I love how kissing Emily felt. I love walking barefoot around the neighbourhood with Margo. I love that people look at us weird. I love the attention I get. I love lucky charms even though I really shouldn't eat them. I love saving the marshmallows for last. I love Brittany's teacher for making her do a dance to lure the fish. I love that someone recorded it and is putting it on youtube. I love finding other people who like things I like. I love that no matter where I go I find people like that.
I love tie-dye. I love rainbows. I love my shoes. I love the concept of love. I love singing at the top of my lungs at 8am. I love lakes. I love swimming. I love how my hair looks curly. I love tea, especially indian spice chai tea with just a little bit of fresh honey. I love english accents. I love that my uncle gets to travel. I love german class. I love the small bits of yiddish I know. I love that I can write whenever I want. I love having friends. I love that my friends like me. I love that they know my secrets and accept it even if they don't understand. I love protecting people. I love arguing and debating. I love my colour choices on blogger. I love that in tech class google videos isn't blocked. I love that my parents don't control what music I listen to or what I read. I love having such a diverse group of friends. I love that my english teacher knows who ben folds is. I love popcorn. I love the colour purple.
I love feet. I love kai's fingers. I love Andrew's afro because it's just so god damn fluffy! I love how my hair looked with purple in it. I love closepins. I love my dogs. I love rolling in grass. I love leaning against trees. I love breathing. I love how long this is. I love that I still love things even after everything. I love Speak. I love speaking. I love being quiet. I love quiet moments where it's okay to be quiet and you're just existing with another person. I love that maybe obama will win and this country will have a chance. I love that my parents don't come into the library which I consider my special place. I love the library in school because it has books by Neil Gaiman. I love centered text because it makes it move out and it looks cool if you know what I mean. I love that I phrase things so awkwardly. I love not thinking before I speak because it means I'm being honest.
I love being able to tell the truth sometimes. I love this colour because it's bright and happy. I love spelling color like colour. I love British spellings of words, especially aeroplane. I love the name Yolanda even though it's quite weird. I love when technology acts weird in a good way. I love knowing how to fix things. I love trees. I love tofu. I love pasta. I love being an italian. I love everyone spelling my name wrong. I love that Frank can make me smile still. I love that I can smile on my own. I love smiling. I love the New Zealand flag. I like the little spell check button on blogger. I love keyboard shortcuts. I love the sun. I love being so pale.
I love giant puffy rising pancakes. I love french toast. I love toast. I love breakfast! I love chinese food. I love cutting my toenails. I love laughing, especially when it's 400 times in a row and I actually count. I love chocolate. I love peace signs. I love that Jill doesn't bother me anymore. I love that Olivia is getting better. I love that Evelyn hasn't gotten completely fed up with me asking "HOWS OLIVIA?!" every time I see her. I love accordians. I love piano. I love the moon. I love stars. I love fantasy. I love the dark. I love freaking myself out. I love freaking other people out. I love the key that I wear. I love all keys. I love Beth. I love being early. I love the fall and spring. I love cool weather and I love wind.

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